” come with me, where you’ll never, never have to worry about growing up things again” – peter pan
Growing up is a moment when u’ve to get out of ur comfort zone or we usually called it as a childhood into something scared that we called “adulthood”
Well, for some people, growing up is easy, but for me it’s become more complicated day by day. I just don’t know how to grow up, how to control myself, how to act like an adult or in other way “I’m just scared of growing up”
Becoming an adult it’s mean that we start talking about cooking and cleaning and doing taxes, adult responsibilities that we don’t usually talk about it becoming a teenager. However, there’s no guidebook preparing you for your teenage years. You see, your teenage years are still a part of growing up, but I’ve learned that as you become a teenager, you become more and more aware of the adult world.
Even tho, i’ve already passed my childhood but I feel like I’m around ten years old, but recently, I’ve becoming more aware of the fact that I’m not a kid anymore
However, being a young adult isn’t just about becoming more adult, but it’s also growing up in a new way, losing that childhood innocence and realizing how crazy and scary the world really is.
You see, being a young adult is very different from being a child, and as I’ve grown up, I’ve begun to realize the benefits of that childhood innocence. Things change, and I’m not necessarily sure that, first am I ready for the changes? and the second, whether or not I want these changes to happen.
Well, becoming adult isn’t always like the movie. The’re liars, they said that becoming adult is very hyped up, u can enjoy your life as what you want or you can meet your lovers as easy as u find a spoon at the kitchen, but all if that, is wrong. Becoming adult is full of pressure about life, family, education, job, or even social life.
Well i can’t say that i’m adult enough in my age right now as an eighteen. But i feel like the whole universe don’t like me, okay i know it’s just the begining and there are a lot of things outside, that u can’t even imagine.
I’ve ever dreamed about living in “Neverland” where i’ll never, never have to worry about growing up things again, yeah just like peter pan and becoming the lost boy. At first it becomes clearer when I grow pu but now i know why peter pan doesn’t want to grow up, because when u grow up everything changes and it turns in to a complicated thing.
I always wanna be a little girl, a mommy and a daddy girl, I’m not ready to face the world, i always wanna be a little girl and have fun. But yeah i think it’s just my biggest pretend. And last life will be an awfully big adventure ..